After
Ibsen
I sit up drinking
coffee
While
you type great hunks of thesis in the next room.
The
spasmodic metal clanking,
A
sandman, a great bird of night
Singing
me softly to sleep.
A
lullaby, assuring me that life goes on in the darkness.
Only
it's not dark! The hall light
Hurting
my eyes.
My
blood pulses from too much coffee
Not
enough to eat and everlasting essays.
Frustration
walks you about like
The
sleepwalker.
Sleeping
out your existence in a cold room
Battering
away. If you walked out
Under
a car would you wake?
You
type X's over the errors and start again.
Lulling
me into your sleep, enticing me.
Calling
me with a metal birdsong,
Only
to throw sand in my eyes.
Spelling aloud,
I write longhand.
Each
letter flows onto the next.
No
clear typeface with X's, only a line
Deep
and strong scratching out unwanted waste.
While
you frantically keep on,
To
beat dawn, to keep night eternal
And
dark, with only a semblance of a virile mating call,
Locked
in your clanking, bird without mate.
June Shenfield |